Have I lost the blogger buzz?

Well I have certainly lost the buzz lately. There is both good and bad in my life but sometimes there's too much rain falling into mine and it gets you a little down.

On the up:

• Mallorca on millionaire's yacht (friend of a friend) for Easter weekend
• Buying a one bed attic flat in Bournemouth 10 mins walk through a park to the cliff top
• Gorgeous sunny weather we've been having in the UK - got to 20 degrees last Saturday
• Applying for a new job within the same company which will hopefully get me out of the boring IT pit and allow me to get my teeth into new problems
• Haven't had any problems for a while that precipitated the need for my ops

On the downside:

• Heart op next week and tother biggy 20 April - going to need assistance while convalescing
• 30% chance of redundancy but won't know for ages
• Fell out big time with a friend and not sure it is repairable 100%
• Seems like everyone around me is having a tough time of it
• Just watched the SATC episode of Carrie turning 35, lonely and downbeat on not having a soulmate - I'm 2 years behind and feel a bit like that too right now